Introspective self-analysis..and Party HOOOOO!
Well the clique outing for my birthday was great..even if we had to wait for Ken and Sadik for an hour..Then we played pool and Ken's team won by a lucky chance and Ken and Ernest had a habit of sinking the 8-ball, (reminds me of someone i played with online ;D) which made me overall champ..kinda for the 2nd time. Sadik played bowling with me since he was really bored.This was when something extremely weird happened. We were in the last few frames when I suddenly thought of Kits and I got an 8. Then, i thought of Regi and persona switched i'm sure of it. I hit a double Strike thereafter. It was creepy. I know I had the potential to do that but that was definitely not my skill. I won naturally.Then we were off to the country club with Mubs and Man. We had a great dinner and cake. And we discovered it had Rum in it(Sorry Guys^^;;).But they did like the cake. Then Mubs and Man were off to the arcade and the rest played Bowling(by then i was already tired) I got 2nd the 1st time like i wanted to and in the 2nd game I got 1st. Unexpected. Then we were off to watch the movie Charlotte's Web but not before we went to cheers to browse mags. I picked up the IT stuff..and Mubs got girly..kinda. Then we were chased out and watched the wonderful movie. I got teary just as how Mubs and Man cried. Little Miss Sunshine and this Movie has made me realise something and opened my mind. Then we walked around Town in the insane hours of the morn and nearly every Traffic light was letting us walk thru..Coincidence? I think not.Must be Karthikeya's doing. Then we found a trolley and we rode on it. (FUN! FUN! FUN!) It was Hilarious to see a guy shaking his head when he saw us. XD. I slept in 7-11 awhile. Then we walked till we reached City Hall MRT and took the 1st train back home. T'was an excellent outing. And seeing my friends made me feel better.
I'm still a lil' melancholic over the fact that Caitlin still has'nt been online to wish me a happy birthday (technically she did but that was earlier) and today when i woke at 6 PM XD( cut me some slack i got home at 7 am) i felt sad and I thought it was another mood swing but actually i'm missing her real badly. I promised her i would'nt lose myself but the fact is that both personalities of mine can't exist side by side and I can feel my alternate (karthikeya) taking root and starting to overwrite. I'm still trying to fight back and prevent this from happening and keeping the most important promise of my life. But it's getting extremely difficult , not to mention it's sapping a lot of energy. *sigh* hope i can chat with ya soon..T-T
posted by Dark Phoenix @ 02:58
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